when i first saw my yearly GPA grade. I was like! OMG! FUCK, SHIT, IDIOT, MOTHERFUCK...all the possible swearing words came flashing into my mind. i'm like super disappointed with myself. i just thought that maybe, since the overall grades are good, the yearly grade would not be so bad. i wanted it to be at least higher then the previous semester's GPA! unfortunately, it didn't. i came out a little bit short. man...i'm really feeling like a piece of shit. lying on the concrete floor. still hot, like just came out fresh from the A hole. i can be swearing all night. even in my sleep! i could even have a nightmare about this disappointment that i have with myself.
this semester was tougher than the previous one, that's no doubt about that, but i don't think that's an excuse for me to blame it on how bad my results is. actually, it's not that bad bad...but you know, i got lower than my first semester's GPA! omg....that's the main thing that i'm totally upset with.
i got above average, but still i'm not satisfied. it's never good to be an average student. people will also treat you averagely. i don't want that. everyone wants to be treated extra special sometimes. especially after they have done a great job at the end of the day...
i guess, i have to work extra harder for year 2. coming this 15th april. fuck arhhh...
i also need to concentrate on one sport and one sport only. that means i have to quit one. which i really don't want that. tchoukball or soccer? but everybody should know the obvious..soccer of course! quit soccer and concentrate on tchoukball. HHHAA. can? oh well.
anyway, i really like the second picture i found. seems so cute!"i don't care what you want to say. i want to be a horse when i grow up!"HAHHAHA!
if only we can choose what we want to be when we grow up, but nothing so nonsensical as a horse of course!
got to go now. half and hour to 2am. need some rest! tomorrow, is the officially last day for coaching at corperation primary and tchoukball bbq. i'm actually lazy to go there after work, but for my friends....tchoukball friends, why not.
will write in soon
shaabooya!
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